This weekend, daughter Tessa’s high school put on their Spring musical, “Little Shop Of Horrors” which *might* be my favorite musical of all time. There are a few others that can give it a run for its money, but “Little Shop” is one I can always return to and be lost in. The stage play differs quite a bit from the movie musical (which I also love), and significantly from the original 1960s non-musical original movie, which is barely watchable but does feature a young Jack Nicholson and is a Roger Corman production so I have some healthy respect for it too. Anyway, “Little Shop” is a really fun show that also happens to be tragically beautiful amidst all the murderous mayhem, hungry plants, situational comedy, and certified showtune bangers.
It is also very special to me because this show gave me my first sizeable role in a production, back when we performed it at my high school in (gulp) 1988. I’d had a few walk-ons before, but playing Mr. Mushnik was my first big part. In some ways, everything I’ve done since, from Children’s Theater in college through stand-up comedy in the1990s, and even making music in various bands can be traced in some way back to that production. I owe a lot to “Little Shop”, and even more to our director Bob Fowler for seeing something in me and giving me a shot. Thanks, Bob, if you’re reading this!
So it is with this background that I went to see this current production. Tessa wasn’t onstage this time-though she very well could have been. She’d have made a great urchin! Instead, she used her years of dance experience to choreograph the show. You see, the Assistant Director bailed out-I think due to a contract situation but I’m not too sure on the story-and that left a big hole to be filled. So, since Tessa was already “Dance Captain” for the show, her director asked if she knew anything about choreography. Now, she just so happened to choreograph a few songs for a Summer Theater camp last year, and since she has been a dancer for years (and is a member of a dance company here in town), the answer was yes. Follow up question: would she like to be in charge of choreography for a few songs? Sure. Okay, great, how about the WHOLE SHOW?
So she did. Every song that had a dance number, it all came from her noggin. There were even a few that didn’t really need choreo, but over achiever that she is, she got it in there anyway. And it was awesome! I know I’m biased, but I heard other audience members talking about the dance numbers too, so it wasn’t just me. It’s a credit to her that she took on a large chunk of responsibility, quite unexpectedly at that, saw it through, and nailed it.
I’m not sure how I could be more proud. Strangely, though, my sense of pride didn’t stop with just her. Perhaps it’s because I love the show so much, or because I’m a grown-up Theater Kid, or I’m just becoming a sentimental old fart, but I was proud of all of these kids-most of whom I don’t even know. Some I’ve met briefly, or heard Tessa talk about, but I don’t actually know them.
Yet, I kind of do. I know what they went through to get to this weekend. I know all the hours spent at school in rehearsal. I know about spending your free time in the evenings running your lines by yourself or with family. I know how it feels to be a teenager, feeling simultaneously sure that you can do anything and that there’s no way you can do any of this. To be fair, that’s a lot of adulthood too, but I digress. I know the frustrations of putting on a show, the panic that sets in about two weeks before, the elation when things go right and the heartbreak when even the tiniest thing goes wrong. I’ve been there. That’s why I’m so proud of them that they not only did it-but did it well.
These kids stepped it up. Apart from Tessa’s choreo thing, not having an assistant director meant that the student stage manager had to do a lot more work with the actors and the crew to get this show running. Also, this production was very fortunate in that the props head is also a legitimate puppeteer-and she made the Audrey II plants used in the show. ALL OF THEM, from the littlest pod to the giant man-eating plant we see in Act Two. They were excellent. This is what happens when passionate people are allowed to follow their hearts, use their own creativity and unique skill sets, and make their ideas a reality. It’s a joy to see.
That’s what amateur theater is. Especially High School Theater. It is joyful. It is pure. It is theater in its truest form. The same can be said for community theater groups as well, but High School theater can be really special.
Was the show perfect? Honestly, no. However, it was very, very good. I mean, we’re not talking about a professional touring production here. There are going to be a few glitches here and there, but it’s easy to overlook and forgive. In any amateur production, the cast and crew are shooting well over their heads for the stars, and when it all goes right-even if just for a moment-they can by God touch ’em.
I was able to attend three of the four productions this weekend. I watched the show progress from the opening night jitters to the assuredness of the final show. This is what I love about High School theater. The drama/theater department is a home to these kids. It gives the misfit, the loner, the shy kid, the weirdos, the misunderstood, and all those who are searching a place to belong. There is a spot for everyone in troupe who wishes to be there. Sure, there’s the actors onstage, but there are just as many people, usually more, running sound, lights, publicity, props, costumes, make-up, ticket sales and concessions, you name it. There’s a job for everyone, and they are all important to a successful show. Often, people wind up doing tasks they never thought they could do. By the end of the process, everyone has grown and can enjoy a job well done.
My heart has been filled this week. guys, I think I might have missed my calling. I should have been a high school theater teacher!
Both my daughters have been in productions over the last few years, and I have been proud of them both, and thoroughly enjoyed them all. I’ve had fun running lines, giving opinions and encouragement, and watching the success of their shows. I have been content to watch with pride as my kids get experiences in the arts, and take away lessons for a lifetime. I would wax nostalgic on my theater days, but leave it at that. For some reason, though, this weekend I have (finally) realized just how much I miss live theater. I miss the camaraderie and the competition. I miss the creativity and the challenge, the frustrations and the celebration.
I miss my stand-up days a little bit, but not much. I still play music for fun, and am very slowly working on a new project, but it’s not all consuming. This weekend’s shows has moved me more than I thought it would.
This is the part where you’re expecting me to announce that I am going to make a triumphant return to the stage. Well, I don’t know. I’ve avoided doing much performing for a long time, since the rehearsal time and all the work needed would take me away from my family for a good chunk of the week. I’ve felt it would be irresponsible of me as a father to do all that.
But-
The kids are older now, they get what it’s all about. I’ve been saying that I need something new in my life-but maybe I need to bring back something old and make it new.
I’m promising nothing. But I am beginning to think about it, or as Mushnik would say, “mull it over.” It’s a daunting idea. But an intriguing one. Never say never.
I’ll be back soon with more stuff. See you next time.